dark days

very somber days at work. it can't be helped though: one cannot speak of restructuration, lay offs, head counts and the likes with a smile on their face. it's depressing, it's sad, it's abrupt and unexpected. major meetings. emotions in people's voice. it says a lot when you listen to this, and without knowing most people being let go, feel tears rising in one's eyes. it says a lot when the president of the company chokes up, fighting back tears. has to stop talking. it's not easy.

my job is safe though, it seems. but i can't help but think, "but for how long"...